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i interact with upsetting content, en. shtwt edtwt.
severe BED apparently (in denial)

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I liked it in the creepiest way, because I could imagine your heart and lungs beneath your chest, how warm you could be, the blood pumping and the noise of a heart so pretty. It really wasn't in a dirty way, I promise. I'm sorry.

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@moeskylife @somedayskinny_ Website here https://t.co/2ymlhWGLDV

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Not worth the 50cals :( </3

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I will be 100lbs or lower by 21. My maximum daily can be 1100. I will walk for 2hrs each day I don't have work. I will fast at work.

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Practically 20, broke, still suicidal, fat, lives at home, loser, antisocial should die

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Ive been stuck at -30lbs for months.. i need to lock in this year, if I go steady I'll be 100lbs soon :^( (cope)

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I hope i die in my sleep

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No one likes me why cant you understand that

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I need a fast way to diw so i can't regret ut

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I was gonna try on a pair of pants at work but I'm still fat asf.. what's even the point, I don't deserve new clothes.

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If I net -800 calories everyday I could.. I don't know.. walking at work i always burn 400.. if i walk for an hour after then i would net -900.. i can maybe meet half my goal

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I've had a period since 9/14. What if I just killed myself. I always binge when I'm in pain and usually it's just once during a normal period.. but I've binged like 7 times :*( at least I haven't gained.. but I'm not reaching my gw by 10/15 like I wanted..

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i dont want to be hateful, i want to be kind but the hatred is all i have left

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if im not hungry for the food at home im not really hungry i wont stay fat my whole life ill be normal before i die

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Its not possible to gain 5lbs in one day its not its not i didnt eat 15000 cals its not possible

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My stomach is tore up.. I ate 6 of these last night, 900cals

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I'm so sick, but it's making me even less hungry with my meds, so it's ok

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This is totally so doable (cope)

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I want to be small enough so that when I die the mess is smaller, I don't want to be as much of a bother if my body has sat and leaked too long..

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Im so scared im gonna kill my kidneys with tylenol kidney disease is probably genetic like everything else in my family

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I need to not binge just because im in pain how to not use food as comfort without self harm