[["why does your version of jacob have a mom" ummmm idk cause this is an au/rewrite version of jacob so a lot of things are different (i also forgot #larper)]]
[ he stills blames himself for his father ' s death . he still thinks that he could ' ve done something to save him . ]
[ but . . at least he can see him now . no more does he care about if the so called ' father ' is lying to him . he just needs someone to fill that void . ]