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20 year old recovering from life

[₊ ୨ ali ୧ ₊ @fruitlii]

how can i get my hair from what is on the left (my hair) to what is on the right 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[₊ ୨ ali ୧ ₊ @fruitlii]

dyed my hair for the first time
wanted to serve vampire but am serving red cabbage instead

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@kandicals money 🥀

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is any oomf neurodivergent with experience on how to not get carried away with drugs because i fear consuming is the only way i can feel free and okay nowadays but that is obviously really bad for me long term and i really need advice on how to not ruin my life rn

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@fairycakegirl this is so true

ive been really inactive on twt for around a year and feel WAY less fat and ashamed

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i ate like a fat chungus for multiple days in a row
fuck my life
im so scared ill get back into overeating

[₊ ୨ ali ୧ ₊ @fruitlii]

does anyone else with autism have a whole bunch of adhd behaviors

its so confusing because the doctors acknowledge it but tell me
well yes but you dont have adhd

cool now what am i supposed to do with the symptoms tho?? and why is that

[Zhang Yong 张勇 @zhangyong02]

Work tomorrow

I will commit suicide and blame workplace institution for despair

[₊ ୨ ali ୧ ₊ @fruitlii]

#monthlyidol #monthlyidol2 #monthlyentertainment

hi someone please join my crew this game is so cute but i cant find any crews with space so im making my own ^_^

-OcLg500YhGxBFWFN5-m

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@S3owon i cant find your crew :(

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diese kack rise in thinness bringt mich um jede bitch ist dünn und ich fühle mich so scheiße und fett und eckelhaft aber ich muss es eif ignorieren weil keiner wissen darf dass ich mental noch struggle und es wirkt eh goofy weil ich jetzt.. mehr wiege

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ich bin lowkey nicht okay die ed urges essen mich auf hahahahahah wtf
ich will wieder anfangen aber ich habe meinen körper schon ruiniert ich würde es nicht durchhalten weil ich jetzt fast kotze wenn ich paar stunden nichts esse und was wenn ich wieder mein leben ruiniere

[₊ ୨ ali ୧ ₊ @fruitlii]

anorexia wrecked my body because wym i mightve developed an autoimmune disease now
and blood pressure issues
i thought id be healthier after recov but the issues are catching up😭

[₊ ୨ ali ୧ ₊ @fruitlii]

@take_a_xanny me pls

[₊ ୨ ali ୧ ₊ @fruitlii]

labubu?
no. stitch

[₊ ୨ ali ୧ ₊ @fruitlii]

I HAVE NEW KITTIES
THEYRE CALLED MIKA AND YUTA
SAY HI TO THEM

[₊ ୨ ali ୧ ₊ @fruitlii]

happy because the marks bother me.. sad because.. well the marks are gonna be there regardless.. and i still get the urges..

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my sh recovery finally has an actual chance because like
ive been relapsing every few weeks until last time because i cannot be bothered with explaining myself anymore and a big motivation is not hurting the people around me with it
and the marks bother me now
yay