@Noele661@TopGyaru I'm in this weird limbo where I like to see vtubers and their shenanigans, but seeing all the thirst and parasocial bullshitery makes me feel like I am from another planet.
@inari_milk For some time I sometimes had this urge to find and enter the most decadent, dirty, cheap, unsanitary, dangerous whorehouse. Something about being in danger, or with a really messed up woman was somewhat exciting to me. I'm pretty happy that I thankfully never actually did it!