some people struggle to put effort into their own relationship but somehow have unlimited energy to entertain someone else and no problem planning a whole-ass affair
you can delete the messages, clear the chats, and hide the evidence, but you can never erase what God chooses to reveal to someone who deserves the truth
orgasms are one of the healthiest forms of stress release. so when i tell you to go FUCK yourself, it’s because i care. consider this my contribution to your mental health
cheating doesn’t just end trust in someone, it changes how you see honesty in general. you start questioning intentions more and believing words less. even genuine care can feel uncertain after that experience. and rebuilding that sense of trust takes a long time.
some days feel heavier than others for no clear reason. you wake up and carry emotions you can’t fully explain. but you still show up, still move forward, still try your best even when it’s not easy at all
there will always be someone better in someone else’s eyes, but i am only “not enough” to those who fail to see my value. for the people who truly love and accept me for who i am, both now and before, i will always be enough, and nothing can change that
i accepted the fact that i may never be enough for some people, but that doesn’t mean i deserve less. not everyone will learn to appreciate me, and that’s okay, because i know my worth. i don’t deserve to be treated poorly, and neither does anyone else
maybe no matter how hard i try, i still won’t be enough for certain people, but that doesn’t make me any less of a person. i am still worthy, even when i feel not enough
acting like my reaction to his damage was the real crime. that’s the cruelest part. not just the harm, but the reversal. the way he flipped the narrative so he wouldn’t have to face what he did. i carried the breakdown. he carried the performance
he destroyed my entire mental state and somehow still walks around like he’s the victim. while i was unraveling, losing sleep, questioning my sanity, trying to piece myself back together. he was rewriting the story. acting wounded. acting betrayed