kayak

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gerard way in a nurses outfit >>>>

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reading gego fanfic in the waiting room of the car dealership while my oil gets changed… this is what it’s all about

[kayak @ftdtlol]

crazy how my grandma died 6 years ago and i’ve genuinely thought about her every single day since

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@nab00bs i think about him often, he was such a good boy <3

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i miss my dog i want to cuddle with her

[kayak @ftdtlol]

why is my therapist making me talk about grief and loss (i brought it up) i don’t want to process my emotions i just want to let them fester inside of me until i evaporate

[kayak @ftdtlol]

yelling into the twitter void to say i miss my dog and its stupid that she’s gone

[kayak @ftdtlol]

romanticizing my life by telling myself that if geto suguru was real he would be a 5’6” offputting nonbinary american person with an overgrown mullet working a retail job (me)

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yesterday marked one month since my dog died and i had a dream that she was alive and running around the neighborhood. i miss her more than anything. brains are fucked up.

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it’s unfair that i’ll never be able to pick her up and hold her again.

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i miss my dog.

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i think i was meant to be born AMAB in 1989… that’s the root of all my problems

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life is so awesome i love dissociating and watching my time on earth pass by from an outside perspective!

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I can't believe some people do this for 80 years

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crazy how ur dog dying fucks up your entire life

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@nab00bs love you both

[kayak @ftdtlol]

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[kayak @ftdtlol]

how it felt doing audio for a short film that had to be done within 48 hours knowing that as soon as i finished id have to drive to hometown to put my dog down tomorrow

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crying in the drive thru rn :p

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they should invent a having to euthanize your elderly childhood dog that doesn’t make you feel like you’re watching your life from an outside perspective and like you will never feel whole again