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totally not hamster

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I made a promise to myself that I'd experience more this year, even if it means being around "people"

Got the funds, autonomy, opportunity. Just needed the will.

This is step 1

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Going to a gig. You'll be able to tell how fucked up I am by how many vids I post 🤷

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London bound woot woot!

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Maybe because I'm kind of an autistic cunt

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And everyone else is absolute shit

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I've come to realise that I surround myself with a varying combination of autistic people and outright cunts because neither will lie to you.

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Unless they have to for.... survival?

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Needed to say this on here so I can solidify dealing with it irl later.

Internal dialogue

Fuming

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Hahahaha yeah, after hearing some shit, I should and will be a cunt.

Fuck off "mate"

I can deal with most things, but I can't stand liars.

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@IAmTheWarrior_ Mate I've never had a problem being authentic. I'll happily tell someone to fuck off.

I guess I'm learning proper boundaries.

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I keep going through this cycle where I'm "too nice" to people (bc I treat them how I wanna be treated) and they take the piss outta me over and over again.

When I *finally* stand up for myself and call that shit out I become the asshole.

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I can't deny my nature

But being good natured sucks balls

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I've spent soooo much time/energy trying to be the best person I can be.

Maybe I should just go back to being a fucking cunt. Served me better.

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@fuckingjuggalos Fucking

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Sometimes I can never tell if my world is crumbling down around me or if it's all in my head.

Reading people is hard.

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Well fuck

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@Snafu52784918 Man it's so much fun

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I fucking love this place