hmm

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idk, fuck it. i lost her, lost my job, lost everything, lost myself. i'll do whatever it takes to keep my sanity. fuck it, fuck everything.

[hmm @fuckingoogleit]

i guess it's time, i need to get laid, to get her out of my mind. i mean whatever it takes to get her out of my mind.

[hmm @fuckingoogleit]

anjing lah aromanya bikin kangen

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lucu banget rasa matcha

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at this point, i'll do anything, be anything, just to be with her

[hmm @fuckingoogleit]

i mean today supposed to be our third year, but yeah, i fucked it up.

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i know God won't give me any chances to get back to you, because if He gave me just one more day to live a life like there's nothing happened between me and you, i'll probably take you on a run, runaway from everything and everyone

[hmm @fuckingoogleit]

let go, lef. let go.

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i guess i'll just do what i love with the memories of who i love.

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i really push myself on my leather crafting journey, prematurely started. but it wasn't a bad idea, cause this is always my dream to do this, and to live the memories of the future i couldn't have.
i still see you in my head wearing all the products i'll make.
pathetic, i know.

[hmm @fuckingoogleit]

bener2 segitunya ya

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maybe i'm giving up, i just don't know which part, give up on you, on our stories, on the love i have, in me, i don't know. i can't.

[hmm @fuckingoogleit]

i don't know what to believe, you hate me, you care about me, none of it matters. i lost you, so none of it matter. your happiness is my absence, i can't hold on to the love i have for you as if it will come back, you did let me go, so why don't i?

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aku kangen banget

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time is all i have, time. i'll wait. i'll patiently wait.

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bener2 udah ada penggantinya ya ternyata