I PROMISE YOU that wanting = having. Wanting it is more than enough to "manifest" ur desire. Do whatever you feel like doing (walk, affirm, visualize, cry, panic, shadow work, tarot, meditate) bc u literally figuratively mentally emotionally spiritually physically have it
remember the time when armys covered army bombs using purple bags to give a surprise purple ocean for the first time for bts during 2! 3! performance. it was also the same day taehyung dedicated the color to armys and gave it the meaning borahae.