Life used to possess the aesthetics of Scott pilgrim, kick ass and project x. Life now embodies the color scheme of sin city. I miss colors and playful speech/thought bubbles.
Being human is not easy. Besides the constant maintenance of mental and physical well being, humans are really emotional and being emotional equates to not being rational. Sometimes the irrationality turns into insanity, which is the moment when humans seem the least humane.
“What’s so wrong with death? What are we so mortally afraid of? Why can’t we treat death with a certain amount of humanity and dignity and decency and god forbid maybe even humor?”
Don’t think of yourself as the person who made the mistakes in the past, think of yourself as the person who learned from those mistakes in the present.
It’s not the easiest to appreciate what you have, but it’s the constant effort that counts. Sooner or later you’ll understand the truly important things in life, perhaps it might even take regretting for you to understand.