i still can't bring myself to do it. maybe i'm scared that i've forgotten to enjoy things and have opinions bc the only thing that's been constant in my life recently is burnout ;-;
maybe i'll finally do it after this post? idk we shall see
little thought dump but i miss talking openly about the things i love
i think part of the reason why i couldn't let go of this acc is that i had many good memories associated with it before and during the lockdown: my friends, the art (!), hqtwt... all my small +
bursts of activity here that came after that was just me trying to fight the burnout from uni (and now med school).
i know i couldn't be consistently present anymore bc of adult responsibilities and that's ok. but sometimes i lurk here and think about starting over but