Taé ૮ - ﻌ • ა

16, blk, mentally ill, chud
You’re my friend🫵🏾
DM me or else 🍴

[Taé ૮ - ﻌ • ა @fullofapplepies]

New account. Other is @dreamyf4wn_
Hopefully this will be a digital diary for me to bring all my problems to the internet without fear of being discovered by actual people.

[Taé ૮ - ﻌ • ა @fullofapplepies]

Bbl spotted in the wild and… hm 🙂‍↕️

[taé ૮₍´˶• . • ⑅ ₎ა @dreamyf4wn_]

I hate when people compliment me, I hate when people have crushes on me, and I hate when attention is on me

[taé ૮₍´˶• . • ⑅ ₎ა @dreamyf4wn_]

I like older guys until they like me back because

[taé ૮₍´˶• . • ⑅ ₎ა @dreamyf4wn_]

I feel like it’s pathetic that I want to be close to my future partner’s mother because I never had one. Especially if the mom didn’t have any girls but she really wanted to🫠

[taé ૮₍´˶• . • ⑅ ₎ა @dreamyf4wn_]

I never knew my mother, but I often think about her and carry a deep resentment toward her

[taé ૮₍´˶• . • ⑅ ₎ა @dreamyf4wn_]

I can’t wait to get my boobs fixed so I can feel like I’m actually allowed to be a girl

[taé ૮₍´˶• . • ⑅ ₎ა @dreamyf4wn_]

I’m sorry I do love older men and after a long hard day I do just want to be held 😢

[taé ૮₍´˶• . • ⑅ ₎ა @dreamyf4wn_]

An old man with a bushy greying beard that scratches my cheeks

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I hate opening up myself to people because I hate the hurt that comes with it after realizing that they have no interest in me after discovering what I really am

[taé ૮₍´˶• . • ⑅ ₎ა @dreamyf4wn_]

Standing in front of the mirror wondering what all these guys see in me that I can’t see in myself

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People would always ask if I missed my mom or if I was sad about her death, and when I said no they looked at me in confusion. Back then I didn’t. I don’t know her. How could I miss something I never had? I thought I had everything I needed then. But now it’s different

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You can be my daddy🫵🏾♡

[taé ૮₍´˶• . • ⑅ ₎ა @dreamyf4wn_]

I want to starve myself to death

[Taé ૮ - ﻌ • ა @fullofapplepies]

I have just accepted that this will be my life. I think I’ll always struggle with these sorts of stuff

[luca @chudluca]

i wish i was pretty

[F A @V7xaa_]

fuck uni 🖕🏽

[Faye @Faye_lucy0]

suicide prevention month is over let's all just kill ourselves

[Taé ૮ - ﻌ • ა @fullofapplepies]

Maybe I need to stop being afraid of the short term pain and just do it. An hour of discomfort at most or years of suffering to endure?

[Taé ૮ - ﻌ • ა @fullofapplepies]

I’m really sad. Did I deserve to be born into these circumstances? Why couldn’t my mom have chosen a better man? Why couldn’t she have listened to the doctors and taken better care of herself? Why did she have to die so young? And why couldn’t my dad have become a better person?