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love deep talks at night. love the sky. searching for a meaning in this meaningless world. the world that might not even exist.

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She carried the centuries of suffering inside her. The past intertwined with the present and the future.

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If only we tried to understand others instead of judging them so quickly.

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Everything feels so pointless.

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A loud scream into the void.

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What is the purpose of all this?

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I’d rather die than keep causing you pain.

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My past is catching up with me, and I’m so afraid to face those memories.

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I wish I could fall into soft white snow and sleep forever.

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Overwhelming sadness.

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I love loving. If that makes any sense. Deeply. Sincerely. Unconditionally. I love pouring my love all over you. If it helps you to make through the day, that’s all that matters.

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@yA_Monachopsis Awww that’s sweet :)

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@stretchedlemon Love this and can relate to it so much!

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How can you long for someone you have never met?..

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That strong wish to be held so not to fall apart. Just by whom?

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@yA_Monachopsis I think I had a glimpse to it once. For a brief moment. I keep thinking if that’s how others feel most of the time.

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All I ever wanted was peace.

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Sometimes I put on music and dance.

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On knees. Tiny palms pressed together. Eyes full of tears. Little heart breaking with fear. Begging for mercy. You laugh.

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Pain and love. Intertwined. Both equally strongly ripping my heart.

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“Don’t know when my next smile will be.” Miss you so much, my friend ❤️

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Going down the memory lane. That moment when I held you in my arms thinking I’m losing you. How does one recover from that?