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dead and dreaming

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@hundsnus congrats, keep it up

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it's past midnight, i am major drunk. have procured a few white grapes, the biggest i've ever seen, barely fit in my mouth. i'm watching the rain, but is too dark to see. cold air smells of petrichor, and there are lights in the distance

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saw an old spider. the way it moved made it seem fragile

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in highschool would frequent lakefront at night with girl, we'd smoke cigarettes in her car and listen to the rain, talk about whatever. she gave me film cannister filled with heart-shaped glitter, on the side wrote "xxxx's heart". she has 3 kids now, i still have the container

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@sadreturns i give mine to hobos without opening it

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@hundsnus am very sorry to hear

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@wind_chim black clouds at midday, no shadows

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@sadreturns he gave his life... for us

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my entire fyp is suicide ideation

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@sadreturns sometimes better to not delete, let it linger like a bruise

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@aerendian i used to go feral for an old mandarin tree in the garden

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dreamt of a house i knew but was unrecognisable, taking care of young children who i knew were ghosts. was given a vial of dirt, nestled in the soil was pair of delicate nail cutters i'd gifted to a girl and i was too scared to look further

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today there was no sunrise

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i like the way song has escalating intensity. maybe you listen. is called Ceiling Fan by Swap Meet

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flashes of light at the corner of my eyes

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@MysteryGrove my favourite episode of your show

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putain..

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i saw you here

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@sadreturns my twenties was an endless parade of psychologists and not much else, not even a psych ward romance. but there's still the future, you have time