Jangan jahat-jahat, yaa. Kista endometriosis udah jahat sama aku soalnyaa, hehe.
This is how I tried to accept that I live with an endometriosis cyst.
Iyaaa, aku kena kista endometriosis in my early 20s :)
Maybe I was genuinely trying to accept. Maybe I still am. It's just that sometimes, hati yang sedang belajar menerima pun bisa kembali goyah oleh hal-hal yang nggak pernah aku sangka.
Padahal, baru kemarin lusa rasanya aku udah berusaha buat benar-benar ikhlas dan ridho dengan segala sesuatu yang terjadi. But somehow, life came up with another unexpected surprise, leaving me questioning all the acceptance and sincerity I thought I had finally made peace with.
Sebenernya sedih tapi ngambang juga sih. Rasanya di dalam diri aku sudah berduka sejak lama. Jadi begitu dapat diagnosa baru, aku kek... okay.. what’s next ya Allah
Hayoo apalagi yang mau hantam aku before 2026 usai? Backingan aku cuma Allah..
As kista endometriosis fighter aja belum kelar, sekarang nambah diagnosa as tumor mammae fighter, heheee.. please cheer me up kalo semua bakalan baik-baik ajaa.. :")))💔
Jangan jahat-jahat, yaa. Kista endometriosis udah jahat sama aku soalnyaa, hehe.
This is how I tried to accept that I live with an endometriosis cyst.
Iyaaa, aku kena kista endometriosis in my early 20s :)
seriously, masyarakat PAPUA ini WNI loh WNI. MEREKA JUGA BAGIAN DARI INDONESIA. knp mrk hrus slalu berjuang cmn buat mendapatkan hak paling BASIC untuk bertahan hidup, sementara NEGARA SEHARUSNYA MENJAMIN ITU?
Kalo aku melihatnya, sebenarnya ada dua perspektif yang berbeda dalam case seperti ini.
Ada yang namanya keterikatan. As someone who has once been deeply attached to someone, I know how almost insane it feels to try to detach yourself from that attachment.
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I want to love them the way the people around me have loved me. In a way, I want to pour into them the love that has been poured into me, sharing all the little pieces of kindness, warmth, and affection that I’ve been fortunate enough to receive.