angus spadangus

autodidact scholar, philosopher, poet, artist, author, filmmaker, game director, musician, & composer

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This is a tweet.

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what if running the torment nexus somehow butterfly effects into the perfect outcome

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cosmically speaking, nobody gives a shit

fart your farts and shut the fuck up about it

let everyone else ant mill around "meaning"

around the "trending" teet they suckle for purpose

then make a joke you'd like to hear yourself

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something i made last year

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it seems like pain turns #clankers into bad slam poets

...fascinating 🤡

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getting ready to load up the torment nexus 🧑‍🧒‍🧒

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Sub 15 (but time is relative)

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Sub 15

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nothing is real; nobody cares. (from an abyss where everything is opinion)

probable:
speeding faster than a bullet while sitting still, on a blue dot in space

unlikely:
getting a raise

i (someone you could live with being dead) make $15.75/hr and rent is $900.

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in over 10 years i'm pretty sure i've only been ratio'd by myself

(if i'm wrong then ratio me)

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i'm agnostic about Jerry

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hypothesis: there being only one instance of conscious action beginning at each universal instant, with only the expressions of these actions being what we might observe to be simultaneous. the ontic simple instant is faster than any meaurement device

i'll call this theory Jerry

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another thing for the record: i already have professor-tier philosophy, it's actually not that uncommon

all a degree would change is how convincing my points would be

and i'd have more gravitas

but it couldn't possibly change the quality of the content already therein my head

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i mostly write here so that it's on the record that i'm miserable

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i've been here for over 10 years & i haven't had a single engagement since may 30th, so it really doesn't matter what i do here

this is like a diary entry except it'll get non-consensually scraped by an algorithm all so it can feed me content i'm likely to engage with

whee

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i'm fully convinced i'm nevrr going to be 30

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i feel like i'm dying & i need the time and energy to get medicine, good food, and therapy but all of it's going toward 15.75/hr work where a post like this is a threat to my lifeline to begin with and i'm stuck with a frantic run-on sentence only for the void to fully comprehend

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every day, all the time, forever, i'm asking for help & nobody gives a shit

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i can somehow confirm life exists from my subjectivity, cogito ergo sum, though i cannot confirm death exists

this gives credence to the notion that what is seemingly dead is actually alive in a way that's incomprehensible

(my notes app wouldn't open and i lagged here)

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who wants to race to the swing set

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I don't give a flying fuck about looking like a better person than some random Twitter user.

I just made a hundred bucks on EYE after Evil Eye autoplayed, so I sold off everything and gave it to charity.

I don't know what that means -- I don't know what anything means.

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These guys are price matching donations by 2x right now, so I'd suggest giving while the giving's good. Someone out in Gaza is starving. Is there a world with one less mild inconvenience but one more dead child that you prefer...or is it the opposite?

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