this little boy was only in fourth grade when he was diagnosed with cancer… he was going through treatment while watching the friends he met in the hospital pass away, and all he could think about was, “I want to live so badly. I want to go home.”
He was just a child, yet he already knew what it felt like to be afraid that he might not get to grow up. and somehow, through all of that, he still tried to smile, put on a brave face for his mom, play guitar at hospital events, and hold onto the hope that he would make it home :(
oh God HEESEUNG truly deserves all the love, peace, and gentleness in this world 😭🫳🏻
EVAN opens up about being diagnosed with cancer at a young age:
"The treatment process wasn’t easy, but when I saw how my mom took care of me nonstop, I wanted to put on a brave face for her. When the hospital held events like talent shows for the patients, I’d play guitar and even host them. I dreamed of being a singer ever since I was six, but to be honest, back then I didn’t really have the mental bandwidth to even think about that. I’d watch my friends pass away and kept thinking, “I want to live so badly, I want to go home.” Thankfully I made it through treatment and got to go on with my life, but fitting back in with my friends wasn’t easy. I had a lot less energy, and since my hair was still growing back from chemo, I got teased a lot for it. My friends would be like, “What is that, grass? You’re like a monk.” But I just took it because I wanted to fit in. Once I got to middle school, I had some good friends, but I wasn’t as outgoing as before. I became more of an introvert. I haven’t thought about that in a long time. It hurts to bring it back up."
Now I understand why Heeseung got so emotional in I-LAND whenever someone went to the ground… he was probably scared of losing someone he cared about after losing a friend in the past..
I can’t imagine how he felt on March 10.. He’s such a kind soul..BELIFT never deserved him.
heeseung had a cancer when he was a kid. he went through a treatment, did chemo, he’d watch his friends pass away and kept thinking “i wanna live so badly, i wanna go home” while he was in the hospital.
im actually crying im so thankful he made it
heeseung opening up about dealing with cancer at the age of six… and through all of the treatments and chemotherapy he still would attend talent shows and even host them for other patients 💔 our fighter thank you for choosing this path even then
#에반#EVAN#희승#HEESEUNG
Evan talks about being diagnosed with cancer when he was younger:
"The treatment process wasn’t easy, but when I saw how my mom took care of me nonstop, I wanted to put on a brave face for her. When the hospital held events like talent shows for the patients, I’d play guitar and even host them.
I dreamed of being a singer ever since I was six, but to be honest, back then I didn’t really have the mental bandwidth to even think about that. I’d watch my friends pass away and kept thinking, “I want to live so badly, I want to go home.”
Thankfully I made it through treatment and got to go on with my life, but fitting back in with my friends wasn’t easy.
I had a lot less energy, and since my hair was still growing back from chemo, I got teased a lot for it. My friends would be like, “What is that, grass? You’re like a monk.” But I just took it because I wanted to fit in. Once I got to middle school, I had some good friends, but I wasn’t as outgoing as before.
I became more of an introvert. I haven’t thought about that in a long time. It hurts to bring it back up."