why do i keep drawing fyodor either laying on the bed or sleeping like i'm some man who lost his wife and is trying to cling to their last warm memories together
— {nikolai's pov}: "when a curious researcher (fyodor) snoops into the life of a showman (nikolai) for a 'study'"
i've been too invested in finding research topics but thought of this instead of something... academic?
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