days like today make me miss my dad so much. i wish i could be 11 again making him a father’s day card & him acting like he wasn’t watching me make it; i hope heaven is a time🩷
everyday feels like a constant loop of trying to distract & overstimulate myself so i don’t have the time or energy to be alone with my thoughts & so i don’t kill myself
I used to tell myself “maybe they're going through something” to justify the way people treated me. But then I realised I was going through a lot too, and I still never treated anyone that way.