ryan 🧸

tw// ed vent acc. idc if your pro-ana. 17. she/her. PLS BE MUTUALS. i luv all 81 of you.

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

hi guys i will probably RARELY use this page anymore as i’m in a really good place right now and almost fully recovered, so unless something bad happens or i feel like venting i won’t be posting. y’all can unfollow me if you would like, but i’ll post some check ins!

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

this is the body i live in and i’m gonna feed it

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

i love him idc what anyone wants from me

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

my boyfriend is so fucking mentally abusive we have “broken up” twice in the past two weeks, but it’s our two months today and even though he just made me sob, he’s coming over lol

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

like it’s so stressful that the earth never stops spinning it just keeps going i need a break

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

im so overwhelmed i just wish i could nap and wake up without any time passing, you know

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

submissive and breedable

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

he’s like welp can’t change it now, 😚smooch, anyways

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

he said babe what are these, which i responded with dog scratch, and he looked at me like do u think i’m stupid and kissed my leg, and moved on… it was so very sweet

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

he didn’t notice my sh marks then but a couple days later when i wore shorts

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

also if you guys saw my tweet a while ago: i did get railed

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

if your going back too school like i am i hope you have/had a wonderful first day!! 😚 smooches 2 all my followers

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

i am on meds now, gotta wait for them to work, takes like two weeks idk i feel good i guess? but i’ve been feeling good anyways just anxious, i cant decide if that’s still there or not

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

im alive 😏😏

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

i do the same with tik toks even if it’s not a famous tik toker my brain is just like celebrity

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

sometimes my mind can’t process that my mutuals aren’t celebrities or gods, and are just me with 400 ed twt followers

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

all this new terrible shit is happening and i’m so stressed but idk i still feel content with myself

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

time really can heal, even though it took almost too long, it does heal

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

i would not say im doing good in like normal person terms, but for me i am doing AMAZING

[ryan 🧸 @gal82962333]

@sgwidy thankyou so much!!!😭❤️

[ryan ��� @gal82962333]

guys fr please give me tips on how to get rid of deep scratches/ self harm marks