@vozdecrista he escuchado que tampoco es aconsejable en sombra, o sea, hasta enero no debería hacer cambios estéticos (asc. geminis y venus en libra). que opinas Cris?
If you don't know what to pursue in life right now, pursue yourself. Pursue becoming the healthiest, happiest, most healed, most present, most confident version of yourself. Then the right path will reveal itself in time.
I love all these beautiful women finding their hardy country boys... When you're in a world dominated by pageantry and status, nothing is more peaceful than coming home to a grounding man separate from all that, who cares for you in ways that a neurotic city man could never...
Some typical characteristics of the female ego. Important!: these are NOT intrinsic, just inculturated. Not everyone has all, of course
- not okay with anyone getting angry except herself
- feels she has the right to clam up / cold shoulder you as emotional punishment
- needs constant validation
- always one mistake away from a total “you dont love me” meltdown
- doesnt matter what you do right, one wrong step and its all in doubt
- wants to be loved but wont love
- doesnt pause and think “am i actually attracted to this person”, just gets off on being an object of desire
- constantly seeks power through trying to look beautiful or sexy
- enjoys the feeling of power of people attracted to her and the power to reject them
- sees sex as a commodity that can be traded for attention, love or money
- but looks down on women who choose the latter option
- its always someone else’s fault, no self-responsibility
- sees herself as a child that needs to be protected from bad guys
- has hidden patterns that cause her to be attracted to assholes yet refuses to examine them or admit theyre there
- is attracted to power through others eg sleeping with the boss
- emotionally punishes anyone she feels unloved by without being loving herself
- believes she is entitled to a constant stream of “treats”
- negative towards other women. Always in a conscious or unconscious competition for male attention
- values male expertise, advice, opinions higher than women’s but wont admit it
- induces relationship cynicism in her friends under the guise of support eg “all men are assholes, forget him”
- if accused of anything, counterattacks or cries
- cries to shut down conversations
- wont tell you “im not that into you” and let you move on, needs you to be happy at her even while rejecting you
- claims to fall in love but really is fantasisizing about being perfectly received and loved and gets mad if youre not perfect
- passive aggressive instead of aggressive and denies being aggresive
- sneaky
- no accountability, a slippery fish
- vengeful
- will lie to get others on her side, socially manipulative
- insecure about worth and constantly measuring it
- doesnt know what she wants, cries and says “im confused”
- vain, obsessed with her own image and controlling it, physically and digitally. Why? More power over others.
I love women! I just dont love the patternings we have adopted. Everyone is still loveable as the power of life unfolding. All these behaviours can be seen and made redundant.
All these behaviours i am reporting from my own experience and self-observations, not getting at anyone else.
i actually can't do this anymore. will be leaving this account for a while, if everything goes to plan, not posting again.
might use it to see and like some stuff.
thanks 🤍
september body goals:
☞ lose 2kg
☞ indoor cycling 3-4x a week
☞ aim for 20k steps on off days, 10k on gym days (walking in the sun)
☞ back into omad (dinner) plus one small snack a day (salad, soup, smoothie)
☞ prioritize sleep and rest