Hi, this is Gamma! 💛 I am a NSFW script writer for erotica audios. Mostly posted in subreddit r/GWASapphic.
And I am also working on audios. It’s coming out soon! ✨Nice to meet you all!! You can follow me on reddit for more works! (u/gammawrong)
You’re a catgirl that suffers from depression. The last time you saw your friends, you began to feel isolated so you left without a word. Then the worst thing that could’ve happened happened. You went into heat. But one of your *very attractive friends* has come to check in on you, surely you can just rush her out and get back to your vibrator, right? Right? 😏
✍️: u/ClothesSutures
FULL AUDIO UP NOW: https://t.co/EYk8FcvHD0
✨ New Audio✨ You thought you were all alone on this trip. That no one would notice you. But I did.
Written and performed by: CocoKymmieVa (Me)
SFX: @PointyAux
Art: @Sparkie_Artist
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‼️TW: mentions of SA
I receive comments and emails like this one often. Since this stranger feels entitled to my explanation, I figured I’d post it publicly along with a lesson, since he’s obviously too emotionally immature to understand growth.
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I have been in the erotic audio world for 10 years in July. I entered it by accident, helping a friend with her audio, and fell in love with the freedom to express my sexuality (and the attention!).
I grew up sheltered, had only slept with my husband, and was newly discovering my sexuality and interests. I explored a *lot* of things I didn’t understand because I believed “no kink shaming” was the golden rule of being an erotic content creator.
I became “popular” very quickly, and was getting hundreds of messages from men saying they wanted to hear me record this script or that script, and that kind of attention turned me on. I recorded content I wasn’t interested in myself because I wanted to please my listeners and make them horny, which in turn excited me. Remember, for the first two years I made content it was PURELY for fun and attention, I wasn’t making money from it.
The majority of this content was taboo — specifically Mommy and rape fantasy. I became VERY popular at the time recording this content and the positive reception was addicting, so I kept doing it.
No one forced me to record taboo content, no one pressured me. I chose to record this kind of content on my own to get attention, and that’s a shame and moral failing I live with. I have never denied this and will never deny this.
In the time I was exploring my sexuality both in real life and in the erotic sphere, I met people who had more life experience than I did. I heard stories of SA and rape and saw first hand how it devastated the victims. I was SA’d myself and had to deal with those feelings. I was stalked online and had to deal with that fear. I wondered if the stalker who had all this personal information of mine would come and kill my friends as he promised, and if he’d kidnap, rape, or kill me too. I became increasingly uncomfortable with taboo content because of all of these things, and made the decision to quit making it.
I am not a company. I am a freelance artist who creates because I love making people feel good. I love the joy, passion, and excitement of erotica. I love that I’ve helped people overcome insecurities. I love that I’ve helped couples reconnect and explore. I love that I can provide 20 minutes of distraction to people who are lonely, or going through a hard time. This isn’t just a career to me, creating erotic content is very emotionally and spiritually rewarding to me. I’ve learned so much about myself and my sexuality during the past 10 years alongside my listeners, and making them feel good is extremely precious to me.
Ever since the decision to quit making taboo content almost 7 years ago, I have gotten thousands of messages asking, demanding, begging, or threatening me for the deleted content. I have had people offer me absurd amounts of money to send them the deleted content. I refuse over and over because it is something I am ashamed of and regret, yet when I try to be polite in my responses, I often get vitriol thrown at me. I get called a sell out, full of myself, a greedy slut, and that I posted it before so what does it matter?
It matters because of my experiences and the experiences of others. It matters because I’ve grown. It matters because “no kink shaming” is NOT the golden rule. It matters because people matter more than pleasure or money.
I have never said and will never say that you are not allowed to enjoy taboo fantasies on your own, but I have the right to defend my own peace and honor my own personal morals, and I have only ever asked for that to be respected.
Thank you,
Lu
PS. I want to make it clear I do not hold any ill will towards creators that do make taboo content. I am not shaming them and do NOT want anyone else doing so.
I got a very beautiful gift from @Ottillia_Odette! Thank you so much Ottiii!! 💛✨ Going to use it as my pfp! Will miss my reddit buddy icon she’s been with me for so long!
New audio! 🔊
[F4F][F4NB][F4A] Swimsuit Try On...Then Take Off. [Script Fill] [Roommates to Lovers] [FSub to Soft FDom] [Bikini]
Script written by u/_Kerline_ @_Kerline_