I don’t think people truly see my mental side, I hide it pretty well. But some days the depression, anxiety, paranoia, and pure self loathing…it comes out and it’s hard to hide. Those days where I just want to curl up in a dark tight space, and listen to music until it’s over.
I always have this fear in letting everyone down, that I’m not good enough for anyone. From work, friends, family…I just always feel like I’m failing them all.
I hate when people who aren’t anti-social and a wallflower, doesn’t understand the stress and anxiety for someone to be tossed into social situations when they don’t want to be there!
So the place we are staying is right beside the highway in Toronto, this sound didn’t stop at all last night! #toronto#torontocomicon2019 https://t.co/YET9pOhJik
I’ve been skateboarding for as long as I could, and with that I’ve been reading Thrasher magazine. This was my Stan Lee of skateboarding, Jake Phelps! He was an inspiration, he was the… https://t.co/brnybZRMtl
Still home sick, made me want to get some of the movies I used to watch as a kid when I was sick! Fun fact, that Star Trek is the same copy my Mom would rent for me from the corner store!… https://t.co/FKqHAs6ekv
Was bored decided to watch this, okay is it just me or are movies nowadays just kinda ripping off older movies in a way that makes it not noticeable? Like I get what was trying to be done… https://t.co/0kemYd6Ijn
Was sent home sick today, on my way home stopped off at a thrift shop that’s around the corner from where I live. I’m pretty excited about these finds! #vhs#vhscommunity#vhscollector… https://t.co/YFZHHzUnYF