Heterosexuality is a key part of masculinity. I've tried to deny that for years. Tried to be a proud gay "man". Read all the theory. Done the activism. But I just...I don't believe it. I'm realising I NEVER believed it. At heart I've always known the Masculine = Straight (1/5)
Came last night and had a bit of a come down. The prideful part of me came out, and tried to fight back. Wanted me to run away. But I'm not. I am inferior for being queer, and I need to accept my place in life.
When I watch this, I just feel this overwhelming sense of admiration and respect. It bubbles up from me, naturally. It's not even a thought process. It's just raw emotion. I am learning to recognise it's the right and proper response for a fag seeing a Man be a REAL, Straight Man
Feeling really psyched to be part of this community now and really grateful to the other fags who’ve DMed me to offer words of encouragement and support in understanding how being gay makes me inferior. Really excited to share my journey into service with you all. #straightpride
@magajay97 Yeah. Really didn't want to believe this for a long time. I can be "dominant" with other gays and so told myself this was just my "sub" side. But I don't have a sub side. What happens with other fags is irrelevant. I am submissive to Real Men *because* I'm a homo. Period.
Heterosexuality is a key part of masculinity. I've tried to deny that for years. Tried to be a proud gay "man". Read all the theory. Done the activism. But I just...I don't believe it. I'm realising I NEVER believed it. At heart I've always known the Masculine = Straight (1/5)
Clavicular being barefoot and talking about his word is law.... I fear I am developing a crush on him. fuck. He's hot. He ought to branch out to subjugating queers.
@UselessFootBug@str8boyworship Damn. That does sound incredible. Do you mind if I DM you? I'm not new to this as a kink, but finally accepting for the first time it's more than that, I'm ACTUALLY inferior for being gay. Would love some guidance from other homos on how I can start living my life in alignment.
@UselessFootBug@str8boyworship I love/hate how this comment makes me feel like I should start browsing for chastity cages. Something about putting it as "homosexual chastity" makes a spark go off in my brain.
And after years of denial it feels good to finally be writing the truth and thinking about how I can live my life more in alignment with it. Masculinity is the most beautiful, amazing thing in the world. And the only real masculinity is Straight Masculinity. (5/5)
Even though I have a thing for guys who are a bit older and hairier etc, even among Straight Bros in like their early 20s a decade younger than me...I feel it. I just know they know more about being a Man than I ever could, you know? That their Manhood is complete. (4/5)
@ExGayCashSlave Working up the courage for my first send in the near future. Even the way I have butterflies in my stomach about the idea is like ten times more intense than anything I ever felt before a date.