@KiraHeartX Absolutely not, I don’t think I could deal with the pain of losing those around me eternally, my attachments are really strong so losing those would probably kill me, maybe not physically but mentally (in the case I was immortal) even immortal I don’t think
But I do feel like I could possibly have it, or it’s really just my trauma/C-Ptsd that mimics the symptoms of bpd, which yes could in fact be the case. But is it so bad I’m hurt about reaching out for an answer but I’m completely ignored??
Midnight thoughts ig
It’s just wacky to me that I’ve expressed my feelings a lot on having bpd, but I was always denied, it’s not a want,,, duh. Why would I want that??? It’s been a thought of mine since early middle school, I don’t want to claim I have bpd