genuinely wish i couldve had a family with someone different , someone who wasnt going to leave me high and dry . this is the worst feeling i could ever ask for .
men ever sit & think, Damn she’s doing everything to keep me in her life in a generation where most people don’t even try. She forgives me every time. She gives me chance after chance. She still chooses me hoping I’ll change even when I mess up & here I am taking her for granted.
ive been asking myself alot , how i didnt notice that you didnt care for me anymore . it was subtle at first then became very blatant . dreaming of the past today .