@KaraboRamk Me too!! Omg😭i’ve ended so many connections over nothing because i don’t want them to do it first💀I’ve stopped even going out because of this arghh and nobody really understands fr no matter how much you try explaining ☹️i wish there was a support group fr😭
ANYWAY
In October it’ll mark 7 years since my diagnosis and treatment journey 😆for a mental health diagnosis that has the highest suwi rate i’m grateful for the support i’ve had around me that helped me cope and not end up as a statistic🫂
Bipolar rage is real and trust we feel like crap after it,its not an excuse but i need people to be kinder to people who struggle with mental issues ngl💀
The stigma around bipolar is actually so sad man, i can count how many times my diagnosis has been used against me,its even gone as far my parents telling me to stop sharing my diagnosis but tbh when i start any connections i let people know so its not “??” when i get an episode
This will forever be my biggest loss ngl, i miss being reminded im that bitch when I settle for less, i miss being bombarded with Spotify links, i miss the words of encouragement on bad days,i find myself crying less and being comforted by the memories we made fr
I know my friend is proud of me,fulfilling a promise i made when he was still here and still staying strong and living for both of us,i didn’t really notice the promises i would make to him would later make me realise he asked me to hold on because he couldn’t anymore
Bipolar rage is real and trust we feel like crap after it,its not an excuse but i need people to be kinder to people who struggle with mental issues ngl💀
And its actually so crazy how i share this in confidence and the moment i express discomfort or i pull away and i write my thoughts anywhere its used against me💀”she’s crazy”, “she’s bipolar thats why she acts this way” and people never acknowledging that some reactions are…
Us crazy because they don’t know how much we tried to fix and explain all the 99x the betrayal hurt you and want to focus on the last moment where you then start to experience RAGE
Its actually insane because i share this so that or maybe in my head get extended grace for days i might not be okay,days i might mention are hard for me or even days i completely go nonverbal,when i don’t want to talk/text back/hang out/groove any interactions…