i commend how well i am handling everything, however i just need to let this all out.
months ago, i cut off my relatives from my mom's side. they made my mom's situation even more bad when mom needed them most. they made my mom feel even more depressed.
i wish i was able to say this to him. i wish i would be able to.
its not that i will risk my scholarship for tj, but i just dont want to be around him anymore. ayoko na talaga. ayoko na.