+ between the pages.
the desire to reconcile with a friend but also being scared that he might out you if he knows too much.
being in the probable comfort of the life youve always lived and imagined for yourself or following a new lead that feels free and gives more autonomy
the entire time I was thinking that if I were him maybe id have kept the flowers, they have no direct correlationto barth, but maybe im not considering how scared he mudt have been or maybe he wanted+
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+ he probably first caught feelings for barth. the floor of the pool won't be the same.
there is such duality everywhere. The pool floor being both the start of things and an attempted end.
the bible being both a reminder of expectations and also hope through the flowers +
besides the obvious praise for the story, I have to say that geminifourth really moved me here, you can feel the restraint and the longing they're feeling here
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