el💎

Lover of all things beautiful | Reiki II Practitioner | Veterinary Nurse | Scare Actor | Weirdo | ADHD | Horror Junkie | Beachbum | IG: @gemicyde

[el💎 @gemicyde]

I literally climbed most of a mountain balling my eyes out because I injured myself and didn’t want to give up and he didn’t leave me.

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for loving me as I am. This beautiful disaster I’ve become and am learning to tame.

[el💎 @gemicyde]

He’s everything I ever wanted.

All the things I didn’t know I even needed until I had them.

Eternally grateful for that man.

[el💎 @gemicyde]

How do you get back security once it’s lost?

[el💎 @gemicyde]

But ya, I’m just lazy.

[el💎 @gemicyde]

It’s just easier to say I’m lazy than “my adhd gives me paralysis when I’m overwhelmed and I’m extremely overwhelmed in life lately that I can barely function because I have so much to do that my brain can’t prioritize what to do first so I instead just sit here and make it worse

[el💎 @gemicyde]

Boo. Bitches.

[el💎 @gemicyde]

By far my favorite look this season.

[el💎 @gemicyde]

Kinda sad literally none of my friends have come to see me work at the haunt this year… especially seeing other haunters seeing their friends and family walk through.

[el💎 @gemicyde]

Just waiting for things to be good again.

Not sure how long I’ll be able to but here we are until then.

[el💎 @gemicyde]

Sorry, that’s just too much effort right now.

Need to put my energy into my priorities.

[el💎 @gemicyde]

Cannot wait for my new spooky contacts to come in.

[el💎 @gemicyde]

@hunkybloodydory Ugh trying to

[el💎 @gemicyde]

I’ve gone through:

3 boxes of tissues
1 quart of ice cream
1/2 a bag of cough drops

I need more ice cream

[el💎 @gemicyde]

@cherry_hat I see you

[el💎 @gemicyde]

@GrizMasterShake Just gotta allow myself

[el💎 @gemicyde]

I need affection.

I feel stupid for needing affection.

I feel stupid.

[el💎 @gemicyde]

Gonna go to the Halloween store after work tomorrow just because I want to.

[Cup ☕f Joe. @I_Bl33d_Purple]

Time answers all questions.

[el💎 @gemicyde]

@cherry_hat I know, I just hate it

[el💎 @gemicyde]

Tell me I’m pretty.