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#edtwt

[🪽 @gen1fy]

binge ate so bad i weighed 115 monday, today i weigh 130… now i dont fit my grad dress im actually fucked

[🪽 @gen1fy]

binged but ik that im starving myself when i work and hit 20k steps a day :333333333333333333

[🪽 @gen1fy]

i did 200 sit ups b4 spiraling and thinking that eating above maintenance for 3 days = i’m going to be huge again. freaking ED brains i wish i could stop thinking like this and seeing myself this way but i can’t im so obsessed w weight it’s been a nightmare my entire life

[🪽 @gen1fy]

a year later, 70lb down

[🪽 @gen1fy]

doctors apt tomorrow, time to talk about my binges, restriction, loss of period, and insane mood swings. will i get therapy? tune in tomorrow!

[🪽 @gen1fy]

How do i stop binging on Animal crackers

[𝗅𝖺𝗆𝖻 (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ follow limit @lambypancake]

when my ed starts eating my brain cells instead of the fat on my thighs

[🪽 @gen1fy]

hi edtwt im back and ive realized losing weight has just made me a literally skinny bitch and a horrible friend. been getting my shit clocked all day and i genuinely feel like crap but i deserve it because i genuinely have been horrible 😭🥺✌️

[🪽 @gen1fy]

@sweetanaedtwt

[🪽 @gen1fy]

If I could live with 180, not caring about my huge tummy, I’ll live if I’m bloated after 2 coke zeros

[Spader 🤍🫧 @SkywalkerKisser]

Recovery is so goated like wdym I can eat whatever I want simply bc I want it

[🪽 @gen1fy]

I’m so tired of calorie counting but I’m also scared of weight gain

[🪽 @gen1fy]

I PUT MY 2 WEEKS IN! Now I need a job…

[🪽 @gen1fy]

edtwt mention in my psych book 🥹✌🏽

[🪽 @gen1fy]

i suck im the worst daughter, sister, and friend anyone could have i’m horrible

[🪽 @gen1fy]

my friend is either slow or don’t realize i have an eating disorder the way she is ALWAYS making food our #1 convo topics or her man who clearly don’t care abt her

[🪽 @gen1fy]

crying over my mom giving me a cup of whole milk

[🪽 @gen1fy]

hello i forgot to check in w yall but my doctor said if i lose any more weight that they’re gonna have to start booking more check ins 🐰

[℮ @carmilla_doll]

lost so much weight my undies are loose😟

[Toad of Shedtwt 🍄 @toadofshedtwt]

dude whenever i try to vent to people i fucking feel like this 🥀🥀🥀