uwumi this honestly means so much to me!!! i'm sorry you relate to my vent posting but also thank you for knowing the struggle and responding to me! i super duper really appreciate it! and thank you so much! i love that fact about your models (and other chubby vtuber models) and its helped me be more OK with my body and for my vtuber to share the same body type as myself tbh! and i really appreciate the sentiment and thoughts :") !!!! you are a major inspiration to me and i love all that you do >__< โก
on that note i am very tired of my dad pressuring me and making jokes about me going on ozempic its so frustrating. whole family has restrictive eating disorders god forbid that im fat. at this point idk if they're even jokes its just so tiresome
girl who desperately hopes natural, external changes to her environment will similarly force internal change, thus sparing her from self-work & magically fixing her life: Yayyyy omg I love fall !!!!!! Spooky season starts NOW !!!!
im not saying my way of living is a good way either like i have heart problems before age 30 but i would rather be fat and happy then be miserable and restricting myself and feeling miserable all of the time. instead i am 80% happy and i am maybe 20% of the time depressed which is leftover from my treatment resistant depression and brain problems
There are two types of fat people: Those who are greedy, gluttonous, slaves to their tastebuds & usually overeat as a cope for failures. They look depressed & hate themselves. And there are those who genuinely love food as means to enjoy life. They exude positivity & happiness.
@uwumidesu im sorry about your brain worms, i would fight them off personally if i could! we all need breaks & mental health days sometimes! i hope you feel less sensitive & vulnerable soon ๐ฉท we are here for you as your fans~ i will always be rooting for you and wanting the best for you!