Was just talking about how when I was little I used to make illustrations every day. Even not even that long ago I was at least getting art done within the week.
I can barely draw a simple sketch anymore for myself. It’s been so hard and I just miss it lol
thought this until i figured out my grandpa has been reading/writing kirk x spock yaoi for around 50 years but he never knew it was “fan fiction” and just called it “his stories” never asked about it bc i thought it was just boring old man shit