Lucius

maybe i’m manic, maybe im just realllyyyyy happy and spontaneous. relapsing? maybe. bmi 19.5

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

i do have new year’s resolutions this year: be more myself, feel less ashamed to be wrong, and be more open to change. i really want to work on being less afraid to be “cringe”, it’s always something i’ve struggled with and i want to change that. i’m allowed to be cringe

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

i feel bad for my bf, i love having sxx with him but also i get so angry afterwards lmao. i hate HATTEEEE having to redo my hair and makeup and don’t even get me started on having to rinse off and go pee. i HATE ITTTT i am so furious

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

crying because one of my great grandmas favorite shows just came on and she died having seen every single episode of these shows :( meaning no matter what episode i watch, she’ll have watched it already before she passed. it makes me feel closer to her, i miss her

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

today was weird. i hung out with a friend of mine i hadn’t hung out with in years and i had the realization im not poor anymore. i still think of myself as the poorest of all my friends but that’s actually the complete opposite now and it feels weird to become aware of

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

they left the wires in the very back too long and i can’t eat or yawn properly or else it stabs into my cheek and i have to unhook it with my hands or risk tearing a hole in my mouth. on the bright side, ive lost weight! yippee :)

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

I GOT BRACESSSS i’ve wanted braces for literal years, 8 years to be exact, and my bf got me bracesssss

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

I GOT BRACESSSS i’ve wanted braces for literal years, 8 years to be exact, and my bf got me bracesssss

[fluttershy @hwrtyed]

im a social vampire like u gotta invite me into ur conversation or i cannot enter

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

i feel like explodinggggg

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

i got 8 teeth removed on friday (wisdom teeth + 4 others) and have been eating only soft foods and staying under 1,000 calories with ease. 10/10, the pain meds are so awesome i have only minimal pain on the left side 🙂‍↕️🫶

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

my bf having a dramatically lower s3x drive than me is driving me mental. i feel like a man :( i just want my bf to want me like i want him. he says he does but he doesn’t

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

@gurocidal lowkey i don’t really vape anymore but ill take 4 puffs before work every couple days but never on weekends or when im with my bf. i used to hit it like 7 times consecutively in the morning and like 4 times every 20 minutes at night when i was younger though

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

in 7th grade this girl told me i’m the reason she started ⭐️ving herself and now 6 years later she’s the reason i reIapsed lol

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

@lectersbian @ninicls my mom briefly had a gf when i was like 8/9 but they broke up because my mom said she was too clingy lol

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

i love that my bf loves me but he takes candid photos of me sometimes and shows me and i genuinely want to crawl into a hole and dle because of how i look in the wild. i cannot handle seeing photos of myself. i can’t wait to get a nose job and braces

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

I DONT GET IT. THE MESSAGE APP HAS A SEARCH FEATURE. YOU DONT EVEN HAVVEEEE TO SCROLL UP. i’ve started to search the message myself and respond to my old response with a “!!” when they ask dumb ass repeated questions i’ve already answered.

[Lucius @gh0styblues]

my biggest pet peeve is my mom and boyfriend acting like they’re physically incapable of scrolling up in our texts. they’ll ask me the same question 5 times (and ACKNOWLEDGE that they’ve already asked) but refuse to just… scroll up to see the answer or search in our texts…