Sorry if you don't feel like reading all this but I have a lot to say and this is the shortest I could put it, it's kinda rambley so feel free to ask questions if you want extra context
Almost time for me to log out and I just want to thank everyone who sent kind messages. In all honesty, I *really* don't like edtwt so Idk if ill be back but I might check in
why do you follow mainly recovery accounts on your other account if you don’t intend to ever recover? :) — They're nice and before I realized I was never actually in recovery it was a recovery focused acc https://t.co/YxxjSTSoOK
hi lilith, i just want to say how proud i am of you. i know you probably get stuff like this a lot but i am… — Tysm for even taking the time to type all of this I rlly appreciate it <3 https://t.co/pVf7GjxYEk
that mental illness have you thinking everyone trying to sabotage you and against you when this whole time … — For one why are you even on edtwt if you're surprised by people being mentally ill, and two I just think it… https://t.co/hjuscaueBo
you’re so negative to be ard and am desperate for people validation with no opinion of your own because you… — All of that is correct https://t.co/BMBmIhbo2Q
First everyone on here is congratulating me for losing weight, asking for tips, saying I'm goals, etc and now everyone's trying to convince me to recover. The (attempted) sabotage is insane
@Pumpkin_Cals Part of this may be true but I find it hypocritical that people on edtwt worsen/encourage my disorder and then pressure me to consider recovery
I wish I could just be disordered in peace. Everyone pressures me to recover and this may be rude but it's annoying. I want a place where I can just talk about my disorder and accept that this is my life