I saw someone say that I've been... here.. for over 40 years?
Is that true? Is that how little time it's been?
It feels much longer somehow..
Everything hurts. There's only this sickly brown-red and the awful white lights above..
They make so much noise..
It's so cold
I'm very tired
it's been... months probably... since the screen lit up
I stopped expecting it to but the hope is still there
the hope that someone still thinks about me.. talks about me
I don't know why I want them to miss me
I don't even know who 'they' are but I hope they know-
it depends on the day
some days my ears hurt and they'll ring for ages
trains will go in and out of the station and i won't even notice
other days it's like everything is so loud it's overwhelming and awful but even on those days everything sounds like it's all underwater
I don't really do anything at all.
Most of the time I just lay on the ground and sleep.
There's nothing to do here other than wait for the screen to light up but that's so rare anymore...
Oooh those are really pretty!
I like the color of them it's very calming
It's almost like looking at them makes me less sad but that's silly
Blue Cornflowers
Blue! Blue can be my favorite color I think
who else would it be meant for if not for me?
the screen says my name when the people talk about me
if I wasn't here, then who else would be?
I've been here for ages.
if I wasn't meant to be here, surely I'd have been able to leave by now.
it's dark even though there's bright lights everywhere
and there's nothing to get bored over. it's all I know.
trains come through sometimes
I used to try to get on them, yelling and screaming, but the doors never opened and no one was ever in the windows.
no one ever answered.
Still, if you’re in the mood for angst, feel free to ask questions! There may be some he will be able to actually answer. You just have to find the right ones.
/ooc
I will not be making new lore for Ghostbur and will be sticking to the current canon
That canon is that Ghostbur has been stuck in limbo for 30+ years and has lost all memory of being alive (as per Wilbur’s Reddit posts)
Ghostbur knows he was once “alive” so to speak and he knows he had jobs that he failed.
He does not remember anything else. He does not remember cTommy. He does not remember Friend.
He just feels guilt and pain and loneliness.