bet they matter more than i ever did to him, bet hes with them all fucking day and night, so much that hes boosting their shitty server even tho its just them
youre right being left meant more to me than our entire relationship, i barely remember what it was like being with you but you leaving will never leave me for the rest of my life
i might be insane but i always get the urge to carve the initials of people i loved who left me into myself because its like physical proof of how much theyve hurt me by leaving
i wish i could forget completely, when people leave thats all they are to me and everything before that doesnt feel real, i feel so disconnected from all of it, theres no point in being with anyone if its not forever
youre fine, youre not bothered in the slightest, youre just happy with your stupid fucking friends who replaced me, you dont care, you never cared, i dont believe you
im a fucking time bomb, each breakdown gets worse than the last and one of these days im gonna break down so bad my fear of doing it goes away for even a second and ill try, or im going to accidentally go too deep and need to ask someone to take me to hospital
if youd rather just leave your partner the second theyre sad for a long period of time rather than being there, trying to fix your issue with it, simply spending some fucking time with them and reassuring them then you dont fucking love them, you didnt love me