XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they)

!!SAW CAVETOWN and MOTHER MOTHER!!🦇 ☆pan,🏳️‍⚧️☆ ENTP☆17

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

Embrace the void and have the courage to exist- dan howell

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

Omg I higkey need my clothes back just in case 😭 just deterred my whole plan of breaking up

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

Just telling the void at this point...anyways I'm crying just like I was yesterday and the day before and the day before b3cause of him...he doesn't care

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

Does he boast abt me or does he keep me hidden? What am i?

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

Does he even mention me to his friends? Like I mention him to everyone? How i call him husband and my bf, does he even do the same? Or does he still pretend we aren't a thing... what am I to him?

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

Its easier to break up if I think im doing this for him than for me, I'm not the bf he needs

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

Not saying he can't call them wife just when its us two I would like if he cared abt me...yk

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

Is it normal for ur partner to comment on something other guy's butt? Is it normal for your partner to still fawn over other guys they like in the past? Is it normal for ur partner to call someone wife when the "wife" isn't there, and u have said u feel uncomfy and he still (1/2

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

Calls them wife even tho as a pansexual person who can be attracted to women has stopped calling their friends that are girls "wife" because I don't want to make my partner uncomfy but UR OWN PARTNER doesn't take ur own feelings into consideration... is it normal yall?!

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

The more I think about it... I actually am friends with benefits with this guy... I feel like I'm a friend who he occasionally fucks... :/ I was never really his bf was i?

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

I just want him to be there for me at smthn :/ does he really even take me as a srs bf? I feel like I'm friends with benefits at this point...

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

Fucking miserable but staying cuz I need someone to keep me alive

[moon 🪷 @maclaysdnp]

DULLET IS SO LONG THANK YOU GOD

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

Wilbur made trash music, MSI makes horrid music stfu, and thank u <3

[Jayde (Taylor’s Version) @1989_Jayde]

OH MY GOD I NEED THEM IMMEDIATELY

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

Never boast abt being sick or rude, fix urself yo

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

I just dont wanna ruin this for them

[XanderGhouul🍉 (he/they) @ghostghooul]

@stupidskate Miss acacia and jack