tw // self unal1ve, vent
i want to fucking kms but i dont want to traumatize my friends they dont deserve that i hate everything so much i want to be nothing im so tired of this i dont even think i have anything to look forward too anymore ihate this i hate myself
just realized my crush might have possibly asked me out like three months ago and i just didnt actually realize and possibly mightve accidentally friendzoned him im such an idiot ohmugpd.
if my friend doesnt stop fucking venting in dms without asking permission. like i love them and i know they dont mean any hamr and hed stop if i told him too but also he doesnt have anyone else to talk about this with and he deserves support but im close to a breakdowm
i hate this god foreskane holiday so much i want these peopl in my house GONE. idc if were family idk who u r an i dont rly wanna get deadnamed n misgendered all day !!