The one nice thing about grief is that it distracted me from the other life bullshit that I have going. The grief waves are small rn so my brain has plenty of time to find a way to torture me with old shit. Frustrating
Idc how good ur duo is, if they’re a toxic piece of shit but ur nice imma message u and tell u to do better. Bc I didnt even do anything and these players are trying to get a rise out of me. Like pls stop typing, ur like a mosquito.
“Im so relieved xyz person died” I get they were tied to someone problematic, but, respectfully, ur fucking blocked and I hope u lose ur audience bc WHAT.
If not maybe mute chat so u don’t see when u frustrate other players who want to ~vibe~ in qp, not get rolled and t-bagged bc their dps need to try out their training wheels the ENTIRE MATCH.
“Qp warrior!” If u want to throw an entire game for 4 other ppl just so u can be 3-8 on Widow to practice, yeah imma be annoyed. Its okay to realize maybe this ISNT the lobby for practice and after 2-5 u should swap to something ur better at, practice again in the next lobby.
I hope in 2025 we can cancel our Planet Fitness membership and go somewhere where they have treadmills that have the kindle app on them 😭 idk if I’d trust logging into it but dang it would make my life so easy to at least have the option
After a year+ of having a kindle I finally bought a page turner when I realized I have to go back to the gym soon bc I refuse to walk in the cold and then yesterday morning I kept having to take my hand out from under the blankets to turn the page 😭
Im so hype to go to my first renaissance fair in over a decade 😭 its in my dad’s city tho so let’s hope I dont run into him or any extended family of his wife’s. Her family is nice but it would be so awkward 🙃
Remember when I spent almost all of elementary school wanting to be an author but in 7th grade my 'best friend' read ONE page of a story I JUST STARTED WORKING ON and told me "I hate reading ur stories, they're always boring". Makes me giggle sometimes because that hurted.
@MyJadeBeanACNH I have to go bc this is a friends baby shower, I know Ill have a lot of regret if I dont go 😭 I spoke with my bf and we agreed on some things to ease some of my stress abt it. So Im just going to try to stay positive even if I have to drag my feet a little 🙃
My social battery is DEAD and Im expected to be at another social event tonight. Gods help me I just want to be home in my pjs watching scary movies but I have to put on a costume and pretend I dont hate my life tonight 😭
We have a costume themed baby shower next weekend and me and my man went to get costumes… he chose batman and I was between catwoman and poison ivy and he picked catwoman bc “canonically they fuck” LIKE 😭 said that in front of his brother too… SIR😟