sleepybeepy

caffeine addicted transmasc, antisocial and depressed// 18yrs

[55 @kamiljr49]

i hate texting first because i don't know if you actually want to talk to me or if im just bothering u

[sleepybeepy @ghostlyrazorr]

@komahina67 I tried scratching myself with a sewing pin, but I ended up using sharpened pencils for a couple months when I started, then eventually pencil sharpeners and other things that are more normal I guess

[sleepybeepy @ghostlyrazorr]

@G0REB0Y__ Omg I have the same one ＼⁠(⁠^⁠o⁠^⁠)⁠／

[sleepybeepy @ghostlyrazorr]

Sesh from yesterday :P
!! ALL FAKE !!
| #shtwt #slittwt #988twt |

[˖ ֹ੭୧ Elfreda ⊹ ࣪ ⑅ 🥕 @Zian_Vouiz0413]

This is me if you care #shtwt #988twt #slittwt

[໊ @cdoll]

I WANT ONE

[⃟ @Glory_Rainhfui]

To celebrate pride month I will be hanging myself with this

[sleepybeepy @ghostlyrazorr]

Going to the store later and I'm hopefully gonna get one of those cutesy little box cutters 😋 like one of those cat paw ones 🐾
||Guys idk what tags still work ಥ⁠╭⁠╮⁠ಥ ➡️ #slittwt #988twt #shtwt

[sleepybeepy @ghostlyrazorr]

How common is it to cut on your ankles
When I first started in 7th grade (like 4-5 yrs ago)I cut there because it was easy to hide
And well I relapsed there now and omg I had the quickest, 1-2 swipe bby beans sesh
If only I didn't wanna cut over tattoos I have on both ankles💔

[eimu of sh*dtwt 📵🎀 @inai_izonshou]

how i look at my therapist after saying no when she asks if i've "had any suicidal tendencies or any self-harming behaviors recently" (i was cutting myself an hour before the session)

[azriel @2_raincandy]

how it feels having a bad relapse after being sober for so long

[sleepybeepy @ghostlyrazorr]

Omfg
I had a mini relapse after like 7 months
ONE LITTLE TINY CUT
LIKE ONE CENTIMETER LONG ON MY WRIST AND I RHINK I HIT SOMETHING ITS BLEEDING SO MUCH BRO 😭

[sleepybeepy @ghostlyrazorr]

Almost 100 days free and all I can think about is a relapse
...
I really don't want to but I also REALLY want to 😭