Self neglect and diminished self-esteem is what causes you to postpone your life.
You'll know how you truly feel about yourself based on how willing you are to wear your nice clothes, and use your best products.
Never fall into the trap of saving yourself for later.
Live now.
Quit having sex = soul back.
Make money = confidence back.
Pray = alignment back.
Workout = discipline back.
Be kind = respect back.
Your life isn’t meaningless.
Reclaim control.
Kill all the guilt. Kill all the shame. Resolutely accept the whole of yourself. Every flaw, every weakness, every mistake, every failure...accept every bit of it. That's the only way.