It’s been a stressful week, and this period seems to have added to the frustration. I have an early shift tomorrow, but I can’t sleep. I haven't been able to do my core activities because of my menstruation, and somehow, this boy really has a way of hitting my nerves.
I pray for your happiness and that you remain steadfast and loyal to the one you love. At the same time, I’m praying for the strength to let my feelings for you fade into the past.
I just missed you extra today because it’s been a long time since I've seen you or been able to reach out the way friends do. I just wanted you to know I’ve been thinking of you more than usual, and I couldn't help but yearn for the closeness we used to have.
I won’t deny how much I liked you from the moment we met. However, I’d rather love you from a distance than try to force a connection when you’re already with someone you love. I’d like to stay friends for as long as you want to.
All of a sudden, you stopped texting, watching my stories, and talking to me. I felt a different kind of yearning in my heart because I’ve been praying you’d realize how good it is to already have the beautiful thing you wanted in life—and I don't want you to lose that.
Irony is a funny thing. On my first day on the account, which happened to be my last shift last week, the site manager told me I was 'bringing toxicity to the account.' In reality, he is the one who is toxic and constantly power-tripping.