And I am the sorceress of that silent bacchanal. I feel defeated by my own corruptability. And I see that I am intrinsically evil. It is only out of pure kindness that I am good.
I saw only that he was different from us— he was like an animal, or like a spirit, or like a picture, I don’t know what he was but he was different, unimaginably different from us all.
she seemed not at all her bright unattainable self but rather a hazy and ineffably tender apparition, all slender wrists and shadows and disordered hair, the Camilla who resided, dim and lovely, in the gloomy boudoir of my dreams.
First, comes our Lady of Purity; whose brows are bound with fillets of the whitest lamb’s wool; whose hair is as an avalanche of the driven snow; and in whose hand reposes the white quill of a virgin goose.
I took back a portion of life from the dark powers and offered it up to the powers of light. My goal was not pleasure but purity; not happiness but beauty and spirit.
She recognised the strange happiness that came from loving something without knowing why you did, that strange hapiness that was sometimes so big that it felt like sadness.
Out in the country it was not uncommon to discover that she had slipped away, alone, out to the lake, maybe, or down to the cellar, where once I found her sitting in the big marooned sleigh, reading, her fur coat thrown over her knees.