✨moonlight✨

smile and the world smiles with you 👼 👼 (she/her)

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

“You have all of my heart”

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

Also quote from my fiancé today after overhearing a Zayn interview: PA? Not Pennsylvania? Wow he really is from here.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

Now 5sos being in June? They just needed to solidify the opening act spot and I appreciate them for that.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

I know I don’t keep up with these busy boys but they break my heart and my bank account all the same. What do you mean I have to pay for Louis, Niall, and Zayn tickets for the same freaking WEEK. July 11th, 18th, 19th. Come on. I have a new roof, wedding, and new car to pay for.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

I would say thanks to Harry for October but I have to go straight from his concert to the airport to catch a flight so I can make it to my own damn wedding.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

@theballadofLT Oh my gosh hi! It’s been like 5 years. Hope you are doing well.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

Yall what’s happening on here. My timeline isn’t even anyone I follow. I don’t keep up for 6 years and suddenly my timeline is useless?? Wtf

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

Why did I open this app for the first time in forever and get asked to pay. I’m drunk and this is rude

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

Idk why I was hopeful. I don’t have 2 grand to drop on tickets. I hope really rich people have so much fun, again.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

@fireawaygolden Awww thanks darling! Hope you are well!

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

I’m not sure there is anyone left on this app that would even know me but if there is: this happened last month

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

Oh my gosh this is too much.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

I’ve done a lot in my life. It’s been pretty eventful. Pretty great. But this place at its peak. Even after its peak. Those were some amazing times.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

Damn I used to love it here

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

Like forget my home town, high school, college, ect ect this was home. These are the moments I wish I could relive. The high. The love. Everything. Sure to some it would seem sad or chronicly online but this was a special place. It was a damn special place.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

Being on this app when Louis says something wanted me to full on fly back into this world for a second, it is so second nature, but I genuinely don’t even know what to call his tweet so I guess that’s a past life. But I’m sooooo damn proud of each of them. So damn proud.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

I wish I could know every happy thing about my boys without everything but I can’t. But when I check back in and they are doing well I cry a little. It’s all I want for them.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

the love I have for these boys is heartbreaking, it always has been, but being away? not knowing every moment, every picture, every quote, every move? somehow more heartbreaking then ever. to miss each smile, each joke, and knowing it’s a choice? idk.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

I scheduled months of travel around soccer aid before and now just because I had enough gin I learned that Louis was in it this year. I hate being so distant from them. I truly hate it. And he is beautiful.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

I love them so damn much that it hurts to love them and I kind of hate myself for that. I think about them every damn day and I never want to check up on them because it’s not the same. It will never be the same and I feel shit for that, I want to be there. I want to.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

Like I can’t tell you how much peace was brought to me knowing the boys were alive. Like I woke up though the night for 7 years to check to make sure they were okay. I stopped. I woke up in the morning to something I only had nightmares about.

[✨moonlight✨ @giveitarest28]

I feel so left in the dark being not okay because everyone else seems just fine. Like should I have just moved on already.