what i learnt in these past few years
nun but devastation, constant results of grief, the pain within acknowledgement. tho sht changed drastically;
thru it all i remain unmoved, learned the difference between masked love, and tru hatred. Death feel like its lurkin, w8in.
im not crazy, i just dont know what to believe and who to trust. i put these feelings down every chance i get, lookin thru a 3rd person perspective. i prob need serious help but imma jus keep goin until i cant no more. fk teh system nd evry1 around 2