When you draw a lot, and constantly try to put your ideas on the canvas, you gradually realize how many things you don't know how to draw, and feel frustrated that you're struggling to draw even what seems simple. These failed attempts are what make the next time look better.
This summer I am going to learn three new languages and bike 50k a day and spend every hour of sunlight on the beach and read every book ever written and become a chess grandmaster and play instruments and run and run and run