k

21 yrs old
“그대의 존재에 그대가 찾는 가치가 있기를
우리 모두 썩고 흩어져 사라진다 해도”

[k @gloomyoats]

#edrtwt intro!

- 21 yrs old - she/her - bi -

i got a whole lot of issues, eating is just one of them

i try my best to interact, but i am very socially anxious </3

ifb 18+, lets be moots! c:

[k @gloomyoats]

i wish i knew people so i could bake a bunch of treats then go gift them to my friends and family so i wouldn’t have to eat it myself

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having an ed and being into clothing is a dangerous combo

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i broke up with my ex in may, but he hasn’t seen me in over a year and i NEED him to know i’ve lost weight

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the thought of people that i used to know thinking im still overweight actually makes me want to throw up

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distressed a pair of tights today, now my legs are all scratched up oops

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working out before eating omad today instead of after.
kinda nauseous!

[k @gloomyoats]

should i do a post ranking them?? :o

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i bought a bunch of chai latte to try because i really love the vanilla one!!
i’m so excited to try them :D

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i’m trying to not be too annoying about it, buuuut only 4 days left hehe

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there’s now only one week left until my puppy is finally coming home!! :D

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if i one day get friends, what if my disordered habits starts rubbing off on them :(

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i don’t understand how people become “proana”.
because for me, the more disordered i get, the more anti-diet culture i become

[k @gloomyoats]

i’ve been spending my time writing down random grocery items with their nutrition facts, but i had to put down the pen just now because what the actual fuck am i doing. that’s not normal

[✶ @suwibi_n]

the mentally ill desire for someone to worry about you vs the crushing guilt when someone actually does

[k @gloomyoats]

@stainedskittls i’ve gone through the exact same thing, it’s torture, i’m so sorry :(
the only reason my mom knows now is because i told her about it last year. and she still has no clue about the ed

[k @gloomyoats]

and an ed on top of that, that makes it so i am always thinking and fixating on food lmao

[k @gloomyoats]

can you guys tell that i have a disorder that causes me to hyper fixate on stuff, including food

[k @gloomyoats]

i bought a bunch of chai latte to try because i really love the vanilla one!!
i’m so excited to try them :D

[k @gloomyoats]

@vipoppingcorn oops i didn’t check what post this was commented on so i accidentally repeated my original post i’m sorry!!

[k @gloomyoats]

chai latte is lowkey helping me not be as afraid of liquid calories anymore

[k @gloomyoats]

@vipoppingcorn it’s so good that it lowkey made me overcome my fear of liquid calories lmao. i definitely recommend it!! c:

[k @gloomyoats]

i bought a bunch of chai latte to try because i really love the vanilla one!!
i’m so excited to try them :D

[k @gloomyoats]

i want to drink a monster so bad rn but i’m full and i can’t drink monster while feeling full for some reason