kris ✩ edtwt

23 they/she

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ new #edtwt intro ! ૮ ․ ․ ྀིა

⋆˚࿔ kris , 23, they/she
⋆˚࿔ ednos , adhd , bpd
⋆˚࿔ obsessed w/ skz, miku, mdud
⋆˚࿔ hw: 130kg , cw: 74kg , gw: 50kg

interact to be moots :3 (18+ pls and ty!)

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

i hope u guys understand 🫶 would y'all be interested in me posting what i'm eating in a day still?

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

hi guys sorry i've been so inactive, i'm semi attempting recovery. almost halving my body weight in such a short amount of time has left a lot of long lasting effects, mostly with hunger, so i'm trying to eat "normally" and not count calories to avoid binges

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

everything i ate today, i finally didn't binge :') approx 1500 calories (mostly the pork belly and cupcake) and i did 11k steps today 🙂‍↕️

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

bro i'm so done i can't control my eating anymore i lost the one last thing i was in control of

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

i keep binge eating idk what to do

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

period's due in two days and i can't stop eating i hate the luteal phase sm why do i always default to binge eating

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

almost 3kg in 4 days LMFAOOOOO kill me

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

crashing out so what do i do? binge more food yay!!!! i'm sooooo self controlled and smart!!!!!

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

at least it's low 70kgs now instead of high 70kg but i'm just so exhausted

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

i keep binging this isnt fair i keep getting stuck i lose 5kg and then i binge again i've been stuck in the 70kgs for almost a year man

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

accidentally hit styros the other night and wtf the healing process is SO painful i've been shing for like 12 years but never deep and damn. i never wanna do ts again

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

and right as i was about to reach normal bmi again

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

i binged yesterday and today :(( i'm so upset

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

i'm slowly following everyone back btw !! twitter won't let me do too many at once 🥀🥀 so many new moots

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

and it's scabbed so dark it's almost black is that normal

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

i crashed out so badly last night i have never shed so bad i hate bpd so much. and now i just feel empty and alone

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

tipsy again i gained a lot of followers and i feel like an imposter

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

there's some people in my replies in full blown arguments with haters and i see u guys and i love u guys so much

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

i'm tipsyyyyy ily my new followers and everyone defending me against haters u guys are so nice

[kris ✩ edtwt @gnabcals]

i feel so fake ana i havent been tracking calories the last like week 🫩 and i didnt weigh myself today or yesterday its so over