Goals of perfect

Soon I'll be thinner than all of you, she swore to herself. And then I'll be the winner. The thinner is the winner. | NOT PRO ANYTHING |

[Goals of perfect @goalsofperfect]

I wish I could choose&serve my own dinners instead of my mum doing it...

[spooky logan @lo_lo_logan]

@goalsofperfect i feel like this too 😢😔

[Goals of perfect @goalsofperfect]

Plan:
Breakfast- apple & coffee
Snack- fruit tea
Lunch- piece of fruit and hot drink
Dinner- get rid of at least half of whatever is served

[Goals of perfect @goalsofperfect]

I'm going to step things up another level now, this weight needs to start coming off properly

[Goals of perfect @goalsofperfect]

I miss feeling skinny.
Why'd I get so fat?
I've lost my bones and I miss them all.

[Goals of perfect @goalsofperfect]

I want to cut literal slices of fat from parts of my body. I know it's graphic and extreme but god I wish I could...

[recovering🌞 @FragileBulimic]

Im a landmine. Nobody should be near me I will only destroy them while I destroy myself

[Goals of perfect @goalsofperfect]

*spends an hour looking at pictures of myself when I got to my lowest weight*

Triggered as fuck.

[Goals of perfect @goalsofperfect]

Progress is so damn slow. I need to lose weight faster...so much faster...

[☾ @disintegrxting]

My physical insecurities: my stomach and thighs.

My personality insecurity: my awkwardness.

Overall biggest insecurity: my fat body.

[☾ @disintegrxting]

Everyday I wake up, look in the mirror and find so many things to criticise.

I feel so fat and ugly I hate it.

[Goals of perfect @goalsofperfect]

Plan:
-lose a bit so I can bear to weigh myself in the first place
-check and record weight
-start losing and tracking progress

[summer @strivingthinspo]

it's devastating how quickly and effortlessly I become dependant on others for happiness

[Goals of perfect @goalsofperfect]

I want to lose a stone as fast as I can

[Goals of perfect @goalsofperfect]

I can never be fully happy when I'm this fat. It's simply not possible.

[Goals of perfect @goalsofperfect]

I've found some kind of happiness I never believed I would find. Yet one thing is still bringing me down and that, of course, is my weight.

[Goals of perfect @goalsofperfect]

I've been away from here a long time...

[☾ @disintegrxting]

I don't understand how I can be so cold all the time when I have so much fat on my body.

[nic @bleedtobreathe]

me: *doesn't eat*
fam: OMG YOU NEVER EAT IM WORRIED ABOUT YOU
me: *eats*
fam: you eat everything
didn't you just eat
*implies that I'm fat*

[Goals of perfect @goalsofperfect]

I love it when you reach that point with someone where you can be weird as hell with them without any fear of being judged